Oh Hello, I bet you noticed a change around here. Welcome to Emergency Wine 2.0! I’m updating my look and expanding my content! See I started this blog to help me through a hard time. I had just spent the last year focusing all my time and energy on a relationship which ultimately ended. I … Continue reading New and improved!
Our story is religious. That is to say that having you inside me is like faith. It’s believing in what I cannot see. It’s believing that I am a mountain. I am the keeper of the summit you’ve been longing to scale. I am the expedition you’ve dreamt of. I am the impossible goal. By … Continue reading Mountains of Faith
I was awakened this morning by the suns warmth. It came pouring in through the window as I slowly blinked open one eye, and then the other, and then another. I could see that she was still sleeping. I can see the warm sun filtering in through the window and spill across her body. All … Continue reading Arachnid Love
The end of a relationship is not like breaking apart. It is closing a wound. Not picking at scabs but, pulling at stitches. Stitches from the physical removal of I from us. I am in postoperative care. I still don’t refer to us in past tense. Not without forcing it out. The words … Continue reading Recovery
You live across the street from me. I can hear you screaming from inside my house. "Help! Help me!" I fly out my back door the moment I know it is you who is calling out. I need to get to you. I run out to the laneway I’m suddenly where I am stricken with … Continue reading Crude Subconscious
Sit. Stay. Be loyal. Be faithful. Wait for me. I'm coming over later. (Sit) No, I can't make it tonight. (Stay) I love you so much. (Be loyal) Forever and always. (Be faithful) I’m going out tonight, but tomorrow? (Wait for me) I am tied up to a post that stands outside of your life. When we play … Continue reading Stray Dog
My friends would say “Hey come out with us tonight!” And I would say, Oh I can’t. I’ve got plans with my boyfriend tonight. But next time! Oh, I can’t. He couldn’t make it last night so he’s coming over tonight. But I’ll be there next time. Or I can’t, he rescheduled again. He says … Continue reading I Can’t